“Those who cling to worthless idols forfeit the grace that could be theirs. “ Jonah 2:8

Why is it that some people are just not good for their word? In a work environment it can be so frustrating to expect something then the ball gets dropped. Realistically we’ve all done it. But in practicality some people have a reputation for it. In our personal lives we tend to walk away from some people (if the relationship allows it), but at work you are left holding the bag.

I call ‘em Big Mouth Frogs.

What is it about talking through an issue that gives it clarity? It can seem that I have wrangled with an issue in my head over and over, explored every possibility, and yet oft times when I say it out loud I see something I did not see.

Sure, discussing the said issue with another person can lead to different viewpoints but I am talking about something even more basic than that. There is no other person involved, just me and my thoughts. I can be in the car alone or walking down the street with the same result. Speaking it out loud often causes me to see differently.

The “issues” can be life goals, career, relationships or personal character issues. It doesn’t seem to matter, the phenomenon is the same.

I have seen others who struggle with issues such as forgiveness be advised to write a letter then throw it away. Many times these same people have struggled for years trying to forgive and not getting there but somehow writing a letter they know will never be read brings person the healing they are seeking. Muttering about a perceived injustice to myself has often brought me the realization that maybe I had a lot to do with the situation or at least helped me to clarify what the real issue is so I can address it vs. the red herring I thought was the issue.

So why does “getting it out” cause this? Thoughts?

As I continue to work through my psychology text, I find typical behaviors, and therapies to address those behaviors, quite fascinating.

Self-defeating behaviors are by far the most interesting. As people we adopt a behavior to protect us from pain, yet this selfsame behavior becomes our cage which keeps us in pain. The behavior usually “seems” to ease the pain but in the end it tends to isolate and only hide the pain rather than deal with it.

Here’re just a few self-defeating behaviors that jump out at me.

Procrastination – Putting off tasks that intimidate or overwhelm — ignoring the fact that the more they’re put them off, the harder they become.

Not admitting a mistake – I can’t learn from what I don’t acknowledge had anything to learn from

Insistence on being right – Even if the other person agrees in principle, he/she will feel stomped on — and is likely either to fight openly or to sabotage quietly.

The list goes on. My real question is, “How do I know if a behavior is self-defeating?”

My feeble attempt at answering would go something like this.

Begin be thinking before reacting. Easier said than done. What am I wanting right now? What am I wanting long term? Do the two agree? Is the behavior self-serving?

I don’t believe I can ever find true joy and contentment with my life if my only goal is to serve myself. Yes, I can “think” I’m happy getting my way but time has always proved that this thinking is flawed and doomed to despair.

That explains what is going on when I exercise a self-defeating behavior and I still feel empty so I do it even more. Like a hamster on a wheel, I think running faster will get me somewhere.

I’ve been looking into defining respect over the last few weeks. Tuesday evening John McCain gave a most awesome example of what respect looks like in action.

My friends, we have — we have come to the end of a long journey. The American people have spoken, and they have spoken clearly.

A little while ago, I had the honor of calling Senator Barack Obama to congratulate him … on being elected the next president of the country that we both love.

In a contest as long and difficult as this campaign has been, his success alone commands my respect for his ability and perseverance. But that he managed to do so by inspiring the hopes of so many millions of Americans who had once wrongly believed that they had little at stake or little influence in the election of an American president is something I deeply admire and commend him for achieving.

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Let there be no reason now for any American to fail to cherish their citizenship in this, the greatest nation on Earth.

Senator Obama has achieved a great thing for himself and for his country. I applaud him for it, and offer him my sincere sympathy that his beloved grandmother did not live to see this day. Though our faith assures us she is at rest in the presence of her creator and so very proud of the good man she helped raise.

Senator Obama and I have had and argued our differences, and he has prevailed. No doubt many of those differences remain.

These are difficult times for our country. And I pledge to him tonight to do all in my power to help him lead us through the many challenges we face.

I urge all Americans who supported me to join me in not just congratulating him, but offering our next president our good will and earnest effort to find ways to come together to find the necessary compromises to bridge our differences and help restore our prosperity, defend our security in a dangerous world, and leave our children and grandchildren a stronger, better country than we inherited.

Whatever our differences, we are fellow Americans. And please believe me when I say no association has ever meant more to me than that.

It is natural. It’s natural, tonight, to feel some disappointment. But tomorrow, we must move beyond it and work together to get our country moving again.

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Tonight, more than any night, I hold in my heart nothing but love for this country and for all its citizens, whether they supported me or Senator Obama — whether they supported me or Senator Obama.

I wish Godspeed to the man who was my former opponent and will be my president. And I call on all Americans, as I have often in this campaign, to not despair of our present difficulties, but to believe, always, in the promise and greatness of America, because nothing is inevitable here.

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Americans never quit. We never surrender.

We never hide from history. We make history.

Thank you, and God bless you, and God bless America. Thank you all very much.